Hello

Hello I am sitting idle so the best way to keep myself busy is to write the blog. Like an aesthetic artist who starts their creation without any preplanning, I will also try to blog the feeling which will come to me naturally. Yesterday I talked with maa, papa and it was a very nice emotional conversation. They are alone and their loneliness reflects in their conversation, I am totally incapable to provide them a company esp now when they need us. It doesn't matter whether I succeed to deceive, conceive the reason of their loneliness to myself. I have posed several time the same question to me "Is it ok the way we(all three brother) are growing ?" , "Do we know the correct meaning of growth ?", "are we just another participants of man race ?" I got answer many times but problem is that the answer itself is temporal. Somebody can criticize me for demanding, desiring an eternal, permanent, time-independent answer in this temporal, fragile, frail world. But this is the reality and I am ready to bear, endure the criticism.